HIATUS IS OVER FOR NOW

I’ve taken some time off from life in general; work, my hobbies, my routine, etc. to reflect on whether or not to keep going forward with life, the universe and everything. I was in a pretty awful, awful mood in general with all the same things.

Am I better?

It remains a-wait-and-see matter. Working closer with the doctor and therapist plus an additional medication to help me not really care…so much about everything.

The Midterms being over only helped a little. I really hate politics in Amerika. Nothing can go forward or well due to how it’s rigged to keep petty, regressive, wealthy bigots and their flunkies in power. Ergo, each cycle is an exercise in how much worse will it be this time since after Black Nixon, there’s never going to be someone who will turn the tide back as FDR did. Fascists are going to just keep banging on the gates until they get in…so they can change the rules to stay in power until there’s a coup, revolution, civil war or invasion by a greater power.

Putting Amerika’s Dysfunction aside, I have been pulling myself more together and Jennifer has been a huge help. The cats, they do their part by being cats. They love you regardless since you make them feel safe, loved and important. A couple trips to the dentist and medical doctor are helping. I don’t put too much stock into my Watch telling me to call for help when my heart rate hits 120+ bpm yet I can’t help worrying, “How is this possible while I’m sitting down?”

Other productive things to pass the time while heal up: I got myself down to just one storage space and assembling those awesome shelves I had built which leads to my home office being less and less cluttered. Hell, I can walk straight to the closet from my desk and/or the entrance now!

I’ll close with one last positive incident helping me push toward bringing Picayune back. Finally meeting and talking to comedian Blair Socci. I found out she did read my entry about her last year for Italian Heritage month! So the message in a bottle does wash up on a worthy shore on occasion!

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One Response to HIATUS IS OVER FOR NOW

  1. Nelson says:

    Glad you are back!!!!

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